Relations

Relations- what a word, a word with which holds the most complex meaning, its not just a word but a net of complex web of outcomes which not only screws mind but body soul and the very existence of being human

No one can understand what gone wrong or what might go wrong all one know is that he or she wants to be in a relation a relation which might not only leave you depress you but also kill, now you must be wondering that here is one more blog which is just another crap by another heartbroken guy who got ditched by his girl and wants to make a mockery of the term relations and fun of people in relations….well then u guys are correct I too want to do that and there is nothing new in this blog, the only thing that you might find interesting in this whole thing is my observation which I believe is true in case a guy gets ditched (yes I have been ditched) I do not know but despite 3 years and 4 relations or is it 5 well hardly matters but then I still cant forget the first time I was ditched

I felt a feeling of void deep in the heart the void still lingers it continues , its like a integral part of me and at some point of time when I do not feel it for long I feel like that there is something missing , some thing is incomplete in my life, and that’s the moment when I find comfort in the songs of Nickelback specially “figure u out” coz I just feel it reflects me…angry sad but yet miss her enough to write songs about her she is still like “grass” , you smoked it in college, now you hate it because u might be more responsible but then would not miss a chance to remember “those days” and would spend any amount to money to “relive those days”.

So what makes me an expert in making comments on relations well it does not makes me an expert it just makes me a “loser” well I am just suffering from symptom of “how-could-ditch-me-for-something-like-that” disease where u feel like no one knows you and no one really care about you….that’s a different fact that you act like an asshole hence people avoid you they just feel that you are preoccupied with your lost love, well they are right and you are wrong about that

You this always happen…you feel like writing so much but then when you actually sit down to write is you are actually out of words your mind drifts to some place else…in the words of Keane “somewhere we belong” and this is what exactly is happening with me now…feel so much inside me but yet cant express it…not because I do not have words for it but don’t know what to write and why to write just to let other people know that what an idiot I am . So I think I would rather stick to regular stuff like about me about things like about my day about what went wrong with me in my life